Monday, June 1, 2015
I never felt good about the hasty decisions I was making, but I was unwilling to change the course. I always felt like I was catching my breath, hardly able to breathe. I needed a break from the commotion. Everything was happening so fast. I was becoming increasingly apprehensive and lukewarm to the idea of a baby or a relationship with Miles. Totally perplexed, I could have gone either way. I had already made several hare brained decisions and I needed a moment to put things into perspective.I had met this man with a list of unsettling characteristics. I needed a reality check. An intervention would have been welcomed and justified.